Did I separate or was it a dream??
Posted: Sat Oct 05, 2013 7:40 am
Hey phasers.
So yesterday I had my first phase (finally) through an OBE but now im not sure if it was. Let me explain, and perhaps you can clarify for me.
I was in my bed and awoke with no movement, i quickly tried to separate with no success. Since it was my first time, the feeling of separation was new so i didnt know what i was doing... I quickly changed to the mobile phone technique. I imagined a phone in my hand, suddenly I felt vibrations. This was great, as this happened to me last time but i was unsuccessful in the long run. Slowly the vibrations died down and I became determined, I wanted to phase so I pushed myself. I recently had an issue with the battery in my phone and I remembered the sensations of playing around with it - these manifested in the phone technique and I could feel the battery - the vibrations came back.
I thought heck, lets try to separate... and I did. At least i think i did. It seemed way to easy. I got up ontop of my bed and knew it was the phase because it was dark even though it was morning and the sun was outside. I leaped off my bed and there was a purple tint in the room for some reason - also a gym mat I recently had put infront of my bed was no longer there. I immediately starting palpating, rubbing my hands the floor and even spitting on my hands to rub on my face... it felt quite real. I stopped palpating maybe too early, as I wanted to explore. I saw my body on my bed in an awkward position, my head was lying on the backboard of the bed. I thought let me pat myself on the head (I had no fear, very confident) and I did. Then i looked at the door and wanted to translocate. I thought of something and opened it --- and awoke in my bed.
However when I awoke i was very alert and didnt feel another separation would work. I noticed something... When i woke up.. It seemed like a dream. Although the sensations were real and I felt I had command during the phase, It just seemed so... dream like. Was it a phase or did I just dream (lucid?) the whole thing? Why did i return to my bed so quick? Why was it so easy to separate?
It just seems like such a weird experience... Im not sure If i did it correctly and im imagining the whole experience.
Any thoughts?
So yesterday I had my first phase (finally) through an OBE but now im not sure if it was. Let me explain, and perhaps you can clarify for me.
I was in my bed and awoke with no movement, i quickly tried to separate with no success. Since it was my first time, the feeling of separation was new so i didnt know what i was doing... I quickly changed to the mobile phone technique. I imagined a phone in my hand, suddenly I felt vibrations. This was great, as this happened to me last time but i was unsuccessful in the long run. Slowly the vibrations died down and I became determined, I wanted to phase so I pushed myself. I recently had an issue with the battery in my phone and I remembered the sensations of playing around with it - these manifested in the phone technique and I could feel the battery - the vibrations came back.
I thought heck, lets try to separate... and I did. At least i think i did. It seemed way to easy. I got up ontop of my bed and knew it was the phase because it was dark even though it was morning and the sun was outside. I leaped off my bed and there was a purple tint in the room for some reason - also a gym mat I recently had put infront of my bed was no longer there. I immediately starting palpating, rubbing my hands the floor and even spitting on my hands to rub on my face... it felt quite real. I stopped palpating maybe too early, as I wanted to explore. I saw my body on my bed in an awkward position, my head was lying on the backboard of the bed. I thought let me pat myself on the head (I had no fear, very confident) and I did. Then i looked at the door and wanted to translocate. I thought of something and opened it --- and awoke in my bed.
However when I awoke i was very alert and didnt feel another separation would work. I noticed something... When i woke up.. It seemed like a dream. Although the sensations were real and I felt I had command during the phase, It just seemed so... dream like. Was it a phase or did I just dream (lucid?) the whole thing? Why did i return to my bed so quick? Why was it so easy to separate?
It just seems like such a weird experience... Im not sure If i did it correctly and im imagining the whole experience.
Any thoughts?