BridgetJones09's diary!
Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2010 1:13 pm
I have had three LD before, without bodily sensations. After reading Mr. Raduga's techniques and practicing them for only two days (!!!), I had this dream:
I awoke and opened my eyes. Closed them quickly, as I hadn't moved yet and you said I could still give it a go. Then all happened so fast! I started with Imagines, and the forms I was contemplating surrounded me. No time for other technique. Then I felt I was stuggling to sit, to disengage from my body. When I did it (this part makes me doubt it was an OBE or LD) I didn't see my body or my bedroom at all. I was being carried by two men on a stretcher, along a very narrow corridor. I stepped down, afraid to where they were carrying me. Here it came the fear of not being able to return to my body, but it didn't last long. Next I appered on a sort of werehouse on decay, a sort of supermarket. I was standing on my feet and I could feel the cold floor. That was bliss!!! Then I remembered the techniques, and I started touching some old notebooks that were on a shelf, very dirty. Also I rubbed my hands and blew to them. I could feel everything, the rubbing and the air... I forgot I could 'direct the scene', so delighted with the feelings I was. Then I saw an opening in the warehouse that led to a very luxurious room were there were a fancy ball, all women dressed in gowns. I thought I would like to dance and I went there, walking! But I stopped to speak with a nice woman and we held hands. I could feel my hand in hers. Then I went out of the ballroom, outside. I found a puppy and I took it on my arms. I put it against my cheek. I could feel how soft its hair was...! Then everything was surrounded by a mist, and then...I awoke.
END OF STORY.
What was this? Why I didn't see my body? Why I forgot that I could direct the scene? All the rest was fabulous, though...
I awoke and opened my eyes. Closed them quickly, as I hadn't moved yet and you said I could still give it a go. Then all happened so fast! I started with Imagines, and the forms I was contemplating surrounded me. No time for other technique. Then I felt I was stuggling to sit, to disengage from my body. When I did it (this part makes me doubt it was an OBE or LD) I didn't see my body or my bedroom at all. I was being carried by two men on a stretcher, along a very narrow corridor. I stepped down, afraid to where they were carrying me. Here it came the fear of not being able to return to my body, but it didn't last long. Next I appered on a sort of werehouse on decay, a sort of supermarket. I was standing on my feet and I could feel the cold floor. That was bliss!!! Then I remembered the techniques, and I started touching some old notebooks that were on a shelf, very dirty. Also I rubbed my hands and blew to them. I could feel everything, the rubbing and the air... I forgot I could 'direct the scene', so delighted with the feelings I was. Then I saw an opening in the warehouse that led to a very luxurious room were there were a fancy ball, all women dressed in gowns. I thought I would like to dance and I went there, walking! But I stopped to speak with a nice woman and we held hands. I could feel my hand in hers. Then I went out of the ballroom, outside. I found a puppy and I took it on my arms. I put it against my cheek. I could feel how soft its hair was...! Then everything was surrounded by a mist, and then...I awoke.
END OF STORY.
What was this? Why I didn't see my body? Why I forgot that I could direct the scene? All the rest was fabulous, though...