Last night i had what seemed like a very long phase experience. I went to bed at 1.00 a.m. and as i was falling asleep i started to notice some visuals, and eventually found myself in a room that was dark and dull, it seems my experiences from falling straight to sleep always seem to be this way. As well as this it felt very unstable and i felt some invisible force pulling me around like it was trying to get hold of me.
Since i haven't had luck using sensory amplification to enhance my visuals in previous direct experiences i decided to try something slightly different. I sat in my normal meditation position and took some deep breaths, when i first sat the 'force' was strong and i kept moving around, like on a ship in a storm, but after a few deep breaths the force weakened and my visuals enhanced. I flew out the window and shortly after awoke again in darkness.
I realized it was a false awakening, and remember feeling uncomfortable again so started to sing my Bob Marley song again. I remember a man in a suit who was 'coming after me' as if i didn't belong there and was trying to take me away. I tried to make him disappear but it didn't work, so i went for him, he then deflated like a balloon and fell to the floor.
I was in what seemed like a club, and i asked one woman 'what is the truth about this reality?', she replied 'It's all statistics', i found this confusing so walked around a little trying to decide what to do. I remembered a site someone posted on a while ago with some 'tests', one of which was to draw the infinity sign on a door then walk through it. I found a door and scratched the 'omega' sign on it and walked through. It was just another room in the club, with a bar, and two men. One of which seemed very busy (i assumed the manager) and the other was sitting and drinking. The manager walked past me and i asked him to tell me something wise, he said 'bad socks'!
I spoke to the other man briefly but can't really remember the conversation. I went out of the room and sat with some people, i picked up a tissue and transformed it into a cheesecake, it tasted so delicious, so good in fact in made me want to have sex, so jumped on a nearby lady, as we began we started to fly through the air, i remember flying through trees and could feel the leaves caressing my skin as we flew. At the point of climax i awoke again, in darkness.
I was still in the phase, this time in some sort of factory, with a huge green machine, im not sure what its purpose was. The dream characters told me that it required a special cog to work, i think they called it a trigadore cog? After this i remember a friend of mine coming into the room upset and i gave him some advise, i told him that sometimes you have to forgive yourself and not be too hard on yourself. This seemed to cheer him up.
Again i was shifted into darkness, almost hoping i was awake this time, but no, still in the phase. I decided to attempt to wake myself up (i thought it might not work but tried anyway), and just ended up feeling a sensation of movement and re-appearing in darkness. I found my self back in the club where i was previously, at this point i was starting to get concerned as it had felt like i had been in the phase for too long, i walked around the bar and asked a woman 'if i was lucid for the whole night, how long would it feel like?' I realized then it was a foolish question as time in the phase cannot really be established. I re-phrased the question, asking when i might wake up, she said 'some time today'. Shortly after this i awoke for real.
This phase felt like it went on for ages, and more happened that i haven't written here or have forgotten. When i eventually woke for real i looked at the time 1.43 a.m. I had only slept for about 40 minutes but it felt like much longer. I tried my hardest to remember as much as i could, i wanted to write it down then but didn't want to wake my girlfriend so decided against it.
I wonder how long i was actually in the phase for? I suppose you could say it was about 4 or 5 separate experiences due to all the false awakenings.
