Re: Stuck...

forumer · Post by **forumer** » Thu Oct 29, 2009 4:57 pm

Upon awakening I start listening of the noise in my head trying to amplify it. The only thing I can accomplish is to get too weak to physically move for about 5 seconds... I`m trying to imagine myself moving in the body but nothing happens.

Post by **Michael Raduga** » Thu Nov 05, 2009 6:45 pm

1 If any technics does not work - try another in 3-10 sec.

2 "I`m trying to imagine"
No imagine. Just try to do this. If cannot - there is no phase. Then - technics again

forumer · Post by **forumer** » Sat Nov 14, 2009 10:43 am

I just took a midday nap.
I feel more encouraged exploring the phase in the sunny day, because it feels less scary than in the night.

I began listenong the noice, and feeling some titillate vibrations as if I was tuning to something. I reach middle state where I can`t move the body, and then back repossesed it hardly. I made another attempt,
I lost posession of the body and began hearing really intese sound pulses, which vanished and then amplified a couple of times and each loud increase in the noise "forced" me falling into something. I used will efford to prevent falling into it.
It took 20 seconds desparate trials to take back control of the body.

I can`t describe that well. Any idea what was I going to fall in if I wasn`t willing to reposess the body?
20 seconds battle of waking was a really scary experience. The deepest state I`m trying to achieve, the harder the waking up begins to be.